I've been going through wedding plans after wedding plans with my best friends. I never knew how much stuff went into a wedding! It's so hectic but in the end it either turns into a day of beauty or caos.
When I think to myself about all the wedding preparations that I've been going through; I wonder why the heck girls dream of this special day for their entire lives! Okay maybe I'm being a little overly dramatic. . . I just wanted to say though I've been dreaming of this for mostly my whole life!. . . I realize that this isn't going to be easy. This is going to be hard work. I believe that if people can't stand up to the task of planning a wedding then they won't be able to stand up to the task of being married. I know that this is going to be a lot of hard work but I know that in the end it'll all be worth it. I love my fiance and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for him. Because of him I want to be a better me.
My mother keeps telling me that I'm way too young to be even considering getting married but I totally disagree! My mother got married when she was 18. My sister got married when she was 17 and my aunt got married when she was 16. I'm waiting till I'm totally sure of what I'm doing before I get married. I am completly sure that this is the right thing for me and I know that he's the one. I'm getting married in August and though my mother is still so totally against it. . . I know that this is my life and it's not hers. I'm the only one that can dictate my future. She's not in charge of my life. I am and if I'm not going to take charge of it then I have no room to complain if she tries to.
My father keeps going into this "I want grandchildren of my own!" state of mind. Number one! I'm not even married yet! Number two! You have to do something to get a child! Haven't done anything to get that way! I don't understand why he wants grandkids so soon. Either way. . . that is a little way too soon to even think about right now. Though I do want kids of my own eventually. . . that is EVENTUALLY! lol
I just can't get passed the weird dreams that I have been having lately. And yes! They are of children of my own!!!! I keep having this reoccuring dream where I'm in the park with this little girl. At first I think that I'm babysitting but then the little girl falls and scrapps her knee. My heart aches for this little girl in a way that I never understood. Then she runs to me screaming MOMMY!!!!!! I didn't understand it until that time. . . that she's my little girl. Then I all of the sudden realize that her name is Amilie and she is my baby. I just can't get the image out of my head.
But in the mean time I have to get married before that little girl can come into reality. Okay. . . I guess that this is it for now! This is D. telling you to expect the unexpected!
When I think to myself about all the wedding preparations that I've been going through; I wonder why the heck girls dream of this special day for their entire lives! Okay maybe I'm being a little overly dramatic. . . I just wanted to say though I've been dreaming of this for mostly my whole life!. . . I realize that this isn't going to be easy. This is going to be hard work. I believe that if people can't stand up to the task of planning a wedding then they won't be able to stand up to the task of being married. I know that this is going to be a lot of hard work but I know that in the end it'll all be worth it. I love my fiance and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for him. Because of him I want to be a better me.
My mother keeps telling me that I'm way too young to be even considering getting married but I totally disagree! My mother got married when she was 18. My sister got married when she was 17 and my aunt got married when she was 16. I'm waiting till I'm totally sure of what I'm doing before I get married. I am completly sure that this is the right thing for me and I know that he's the one. I'm getting married in August and though my mother is still so totally against it. . . I know that this is my life and it's not hers. I'm the only one that can dictate my future. She's not in charge of my life. I am and if I'm not going to take charge of it then I have no room to complain if she tries to.
My father keeps going into this "I want grandchildren of my own!" state of mind. Number one! I'm not even married yet! Number two! You have to do something to get a child! Haven't done anything to get that way! I don't understand why he wants grandkids so soon. Either way. . . that is a little way too soon to even think about right now. Though I do want kids of my own eventually. . . that is EVENTUALLY! lol
I just can't get passed the weird dreams that I have been having lately. And yes! They are of children of my own!!!! I keep having this reoccuring dream where I'm in the park with this little girl. At first I think that I'm babysitting but then the little girl falls and scrapps her knee. My heart aches for this little girl in a way that I never understood. Then she runs to me screaming MOMMY!!!!!! I didn't understand it until that time. . . that she's my little girl. Then I all of the sudden realize that her name is Amilie and she is my baby. I just can't get the image out of my head.
But in the mean time I have to get married before that little girl can come into reality. Okay. . . I guess that this is it for now! This is D. telling you to expect the unexpected!